Archive for February, 2010

Hey, what’s new, what’s happening. I hope everyone is having a great Sunday and they you’re weekend has been great. Mine has been okay. Not the best, but I try to keep my  head up and stay positive. Last friday I went to the municipal credit bank together with my parents. We went there to see what the options are to get some help with my debts. I was kinda frustrating so I let my dad do most of the talking. I felt just sick to my stomach. Because it’s totally stressing me out. Anyway, there is a big chance that they won’t be able to help me out because I don’t have a steady job at the moment. I am currently on wellfare, until April. Still searching my ass off for a job. It is difficult!

So anyway, after our appointment at the municipal credit bank we left. I was feeling lightheaded and sick. I almost had to throw up and faint, and all that in public on the street. I was starting to get major headaches because of it. So my parents drove me back home and I slept most of the day, including Saturday. I was quite miserable. But I am relaxed now. Not completely, but I am doing better than last Friday. Such stress.

I hope to get over this real soon. Get a job and pay off my debts. It is really eating me up! And not being able to pay all of my monthly bills. It’s just too much for me.

Anyway, someday it will all be over, so I can breathe and enjoy life. Can’t wait. But enough about this crap. I have been awake the whole night. Because I slept alot the past two days. It is 1pm right now and I am thinking about hitting the sheets and sleep for a couple of hours. And maybe do some vlogging tonight. Although I don’t know what to vlog about at the moment. It will probably be some random stuff. I will see what I will do.

Hope you all enjoy the rest of the weekend. Be sure to subscribe to my YouTube Channel. I currently have 50 subscribers. Let’s go towards the 100, shall we! Okay, I am outtie! Ta-ta for now!

Vlogging about vlogging in public again. Big ups to Michael Judge for vlogging out in the open in public!

Do you also vlog in public? I am having a hard time filming myself in public, but I am getting better at it. Still, it is kinda weird, don’t you think? I know I shouldn’t really care, but still. I wish I had more confidence. So, is vlogging in public embarrassing or not?

It’s all about love and nothing but love. That’s all I’m saying. Check out my YouTube Channel for more videos (and subscribe). Thanks!!

Happy Sunday, everyone. Hope you all are enjoying the weekend. Weekend for me has been good so far. Friday night I cleaned my house until the early morning. Saturday Cindy came over for some chillin’ at my crib. We watched movies, had dinner and drank wine. Lotsa wine. It was fun! Which leads me to posting my latest vlog. Check it out!

Today I am going to see my grandmother together with my parents. My grandma lives in Den Bosh, so it’s about one and a half hour away. My grandmother has recently been diagnosed with Alzheimer, the first stage. Kinda sad. So today we are going to see her and see how she is doing.

So anyway, I am going to relax a bit until my parents are coming. Hope everyone has a great rest of the weekend. I will be back again soon!

UPDATE:

Going to my grandmother has been cancelled because she is not feeling well. Too bad. My parents are still coming over for a bit this afternoon.

I went to IKEA the other day to get myself some not so expensive treats. I love IKEA. My favorite furniture store, ever. Later that day I went to my parents house and while being there I fed the birds. Gotta love the birds!

I am sorta forced to not smoke anymore, because I am broke and I don’t have any money to buy cigarettes. I know it is a nasty habit, so spare me. I haven’t smoked for two days now. Tomorrow I get my money, so I am trying not to go out and buy cigarettes. Or maybe I will, but just not open it. I don’t know. All I know is that it is very difficult to quite cold turkey, and very hard. Something non-smoker don’t understand. Oh well. Check out my latest vlog! Don’t forget to subscribe to my channel. Thanks!

Madonna with friends and family were enjoying the Carnival in Rio de Janeiro’s Sambadrome last night! Madonna looks absolutely amazing with her hair straight! Loves it!

Stefan went out and about for dinner with his good friend Sophie last night and he sent me a picture of a heart shaped pizza! Doesn’t look delicious and cute! I never had a heart shaped pizza before in my life! I want to eat it! I would definitely go ‘nom, nom’.

Here is a video of me and Stefan on Skype yesterday. Long live Skype! Also pretty cool that I was able to screen capture on my MacBook Pro. Beat that Microsoft! Anyway, check out my little Valentine’s Day video! Post your comments and subscribe to my YouTube if you dig my videos!