Archive for January, 2010

You know, home is where the heart is. There is no place like home! I’m telling you! I am glad to be close to home. And I am glad to have the best parents in the world!

If there is one thing I hate it is showing off self pity. That is not what I am trying to do. There are things in life that I am trying to figure out, thinking about the past, present and future and most of all ‘what if’. Hey, I am only human, and there are times where I just have to take my mask off and express how I feel and what I think about life. Today was no exception. It was that time again where I felt lost and insecure. Scared and confused. Like I said, I’m only human.

I do believe things happen for a reason. But sometimes I wonder, why are certain things happening to me? Anyway, I am trying to disconnect from chaos. Believe me, I am trying hard to live life to the fullest and deal with things the way they are. But sometimes I’m just not happy about myself. And I know I shouldn’t feel like this. But I’m getting there.

I am flippin’ it again! I received my new Flip HD Ultra cam today in the mail. Thanks to a very special person in my life. Now I can continue vlogging and post videos. I opened up the package and I immediately started vlogging. Check it out and notice how excited I am. I know, I look ridiculous! But I didn’t care. Although looking back at the video I am kind of embarrassed. But oh well, the video is up now.

I just finished watching the one and a half hour key-notes presentation of Steve Jobs where he introduced a new Apple product, called the iPad! Oh my God, it really looks amazing! I saw all the features of the iPad and what it can do and it’s a real powerful gadget everyone would enjoy! I wonder when the iPad will come out here in Holland. Not that I can buy it, but still. Check out the iPad!

You can go on the Internet, you can watch high quality video, you can listen to music, you can store pictures and make your own albums, you can play video games, you can read e-books, and much more! I want it!

It’s been awhile since I have made a new vlog for you guys. Sorry about that. It has been two weeks and I know that it’s unacceptable. Please forgive me. I will get a new Flip Cam soon, so it will be easier for me to make videos. Anyway, here it is! A little video with a little update from me!

Madonna performed her classic track Like A Prayer at Hope For Haiti Now, a benefit for the people in Haiti. Flawless performance with choir and all! Too bad it was a short performance, but her being there was a good thing. I hope that the United States will also gather millions of dollars for the victims of Haiti.

Check out Madonna performing Like A Prayer!

A track from Madonna’s Hard Candy album called Across The Sky has leaked. The song was produced by Timbaland and is featuring Timbaland and Justin Timberlake doing back-up vocals.

It’s quite a catchy tune! Listen for yourself! What do you guys think? Post your comments and thoughts!

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Here it is, the video of the full show of Madonna’s Re-Invention Tour live in Lisbon in iPod format! Thanks to benriches from Madonna Fanzine for providing this! It’s the full show in m4v format, so it is iPod ready. This is not DVD quality, just an FYI. Enjoy!

Madonna – The Re-Invention Tour live in Lisbon.
Torrent – iPod Video, 743,87 MB

Here we are, still waiting for the full DVD to leak of Madonna’s Re-Invention Tour. There are however some leaked high quality videos available for download, of the following:

The Beast Within
Vogue
Express Yourself
Material Girl
Hanky Panky
Deeper And Deeper
Nothing Fails
Mother & Father
Papa Don’t Preach
Crazy For You

Check it out! These are great! Thanks to Madonna Fanzine forum member aleks for providing these uploads. Enjoy! The whole thing will come soon. Can’t wait!

I watched these leaked videos and I am just in total awe! Best show ever. First of all it’s an unedited raw pro-shot video. And it is not overly produced like official DVD releases like The Confessions Tour and Sticky & Sweet. It really gives you a live feel, it’s just amazing!

Just to kill some time and being bored, I just wanted to show off this picture of me, taken 29 years ago. Isn’t it cute? I got loads of old pictures! I have a scanner, but I lost the wires. So, with a little assistance from Sven, I made a picture of a picture, with my digital camera. And I must say that the result isn’t bad! So, I guess tomorrow I will make some more snap shots of old pictures! It’s fun!

As you can see I am wearing a headband. I don’t know who put that on my head, but I am glad that he or she did! I look fabulous! Don’t you think so? Being gay right from start. Post your comments!