Archive for the ‘Leander’ Category

Oh, I feel miserable. I sure could use a couple of shots of some hard liquor. Remy Martin, would be nice. If only I got some Remy Martin here. But I don’t. I just have to do without. But I still found the energy to make a vlog. Check it out yourself.

Feeling a bit under the weather. Sore throat and feeling feverish. I hope I won’t get sick. Other than that, it was another unproductive day of being lazy and laying on the couch watching back to back episodes of The Golden Girls.

Does anyone have any ideas or suggestions on how to prevent dust? I know there is not really something that prevents it, but any suggestions is fine. I don’t mind dusting once a week, or once every two weeks. But not every freakin’ day. Who’s with me? Watch my vlog of my boring Sunday!

So I went to see my grandmother on Saturday in Den Bosch and after that I tagged along with my parents to a birthday party in Helmond. Had lots of wine and ate delicious food, which I took home with me as well. And I played with a pussy. Yeah, a pussy. And I am still allergic to pussies. It still gives me itchy eyes!

Another D-List vlog of mine!! Just because I love you!!

I am going to try to keep up with the daily vlogs. I used to get the hang of it, but in the end I was vlogging every other day. But now I got my new channel and a fresh start, I think I will do it every day again. There will be alot of randomness, though. But I’m sure most of you don’t mind.

Oh, you guys! The past two days have been brutal! I cannot log in to my YouTube channel anymore. It’s partly my mistake. My YouTube account has been linked to a Google account. And I had no idea, nor have I been aware of it, that when you close you Google account, you will lose access to you YouTube account. Which totally fails! I have tried every option possible, been e-mailing back and forth, checked out YouTube/Google help pages, and I end up getting forced to open a new YouTube channel. Which totally sucks. Because I had over 1500 subscribers, and I had over 160 videos uploaded. So now, my old channel will stay up, but nothing can be done with it. Have you ever?

So right now, I have a new YouTube channel. And I guess I will just have to continue from there! Starting all over. It gives me a headache, but oh well, there is nothing I can do about it.  So here is my first video of my brand new channel.

So, now I am hoping that all my old subscribers will hear about this and re-subscribe to my new channel. I know, it’s so lame. Hopefull someday Google/YouTube will come up with a better solution, because thousands of other people are having the same problem. And it sucks! Oh well.

What I want to ask you is to subscribe to my new channel, please. Click here to check it out. I hope I will get my old subscribers back.

Ah, it has been a great weekend so far. Something that really kept my mind off of my break-up! My friend Gisela came to visit me for the weekend and whenever she’s here, most of the time, we go out to dinner (her treat) to this amazing Japanese restaurant called Sakura in Scheveningen. The food is just superb! Seriously. I felt like I was in heaven, for sure!

A lifechanging turn of events happened. Stefan and I are no longer together. Yeah, it has been ended. It’s very painful and heartbreaking. I was sad. I still am very sad. He was the love of my life. And he’ll always have a special place in my heart. It will be hard to adjust to this and I am sad that it ended up like this.

But Stefan and I will remain friends. I don’t want to not have him in my life. I’ll always have loads of love for him. He was the love of my life. We’ve had some joyeus moments, some sad moments, and I will cherish all memories I’ve had with Stefan.

So where do I go from here? I don’t know. It will take some time to cope with this. I have been crying the whole day. Such a sad day it was. But eventually I’ll be fine. Thanks to all comments on Facebook and YouTube. Really appreciate it!

I have more I wanna say, but I will keep that from some other time. Just check out the video and see me sobbing.

So, yesterday I went out and about with the folks to a place called Middelburg and Renesse, which is in the south of Holland. The weather was nice and sunny! Loved it, it was a nice and sort of a productive day, sitting in the car for hours and walking around!